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WHEN YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME ( Josh Groban)

Like the sound of silence calling,

I hear your voice and suddenly

I'm falling, Lost in a dream.

Like the echoes of our souls are meeting,

You say those words and my heart stops beating.

I wonder what it means?

What could it be that comes over me?

At times I can't move. At times I can hardly breath.

When you say you love

The world goes still, so still inside and

When you say you love me

For a moment, there's no one else alive

You are the one I've always thought of

I don't know, but how I feel sheltered in your love.

You're where I belong.

And when you're with me if I close my eyes,

There are times I swear I feel like I can fly

For a moment in time

Somewhere between the Heavens and Earth

And frozen in time, Oh when you say those words.

When you say you love me

The world goes still, so still inside and

When you say you love me

For a moment, there's no else alive

And this journey that we're on

How far we've come and I celebrate every moment

And when you say you love me

That's all you have to say

I'll always feel this way

When you say you love me

The world goes still, so still inside and

When you say you love me

In that moment, I know why I'm alive

When you say you love me

When you say you love me

Do you know how I LOVE YOU?

ps... to the YOU in my LIFE... no one can ever take your place the way you put me on high. i am lucky enough to be loved by YOU. YOU are the promised of LOVE!!!

THE SEARCH IS OVER

How can I Convince you, What you see is real

Who I am to blame you, For doubting what you feel

I was really reachin', you were just a girl I knew

I took for granted the friend I have in you

I was leaving for a dream, Loving for a moment

Taking on the world, that was just my style

Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever

The search is over, You were with me all the while

Can we last forever, will we fall apart

At times it's so confusing, The questions of the heart

You followed me through changes, and patiently you'd wait

Till I came to my senses, through some miracle of fate

I was leaving for a dream, Loving for a moment

Taking on the world, that was just my style

Now I look into your eyes, I can see forever

The search is over, you were with me all the while

Now the miles stretch out behind me, Loves that I have lost

Broken hearts lie victims of the game, Then Good luck

It finally stuck like lightning from the blue

Every highway's leading me back to you

Now at last I hold you, Now all is said and done

The search has come full circle, our destinies are done

So if you ever loved me Show me that you give a damn

You'll know for certain the man I really am

I was leaving for a dream

Loving for a moment

Taking on the world,

That was just my style

When I touched your hand,

I could hear you whisper

THE SEARCH IS OVER, LOVE WAS RIGHT BEFORE MY EYES

...i'm living my life the way anyone do. givin a good chance to make it on the big screen this will be my theme song... yes I do and I knew MY SEARCH IS OVER AND I WILL BE WITH YOU ALL MY LIFE.... thanks for the morning smiles, thank you for everything...

MAKE ME WHOLE

Darling I want you to listen

I stayed up all night, so I could get things right

And I don't think there's anything missing

Cause a person like you, made it easy to do

I've waited for so long, to sing to you this song

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

I think the angels are your brothers

They told you about me, said you're just what she needs

And I find myself thanking your mother

For giving birth to a saint

My spirit flies when I say your name

If there's one thing thats true

It's that I was born to love you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

You make my dreams come true over and over again

And I honestly truly believe

You and me are wriiten in the stars

I live my whole life through

To giving thanks to you

Cause your eyes are the windows to heaven

Your smile could heal a million souls

Your love completes my existence

You're the other half that makes me whole

You're the only other half that makes me whole

p.s. again this is for you

ON THIS VERY SPECIAL DAY!!!

YOU FIRST BELIEVED by Hoku

How many times did I pray you'd found me

How many wishes on a star

Gazing off into the dark

Dreaming I'd see your face

Safe at home unafraid

Captured in your embrace

So many times when my heart was broken

Visions of you would keep me strong

You were with me all along

Guiding my every step

You are all that I am and I'll never forget

It was you who first believed

In all that I was made to be

It was you looking in my eyes

You held my hand and showed me life

And I've never been the same

Since you first believed.

There were times when I thought I'd lost you

Fearing forever was a dream

But it wasn't what it seemed

Placing your hand in mine

You could see in the dark

You were guiding my heart

It was you who firt believed

In all that I was made to be

It was you looking in my eyes you held my hand

And showed me life

and I've never been the same

SINCE YOU FIRST BELIEVED......

p.s. this song is for you... with all my heart I DO LOVE YOU SO...HUNNY BABY!!!

I AM/ I SHALL

When I am centred, I see the perfection in the World, myself and others.

When I find the world to be imperfect,

I will take responsibility for painting it that way.

I will look into the heart of a rose, or the eyes of a newborn baby and again know perfection.

I take responsibility for creating my own life story through the choices I have made.

To blame others is to give away my personal power.

Who will allow to write the next chapter of my life?

I shall seek the courage to believe in a GOd who will laugh with me in the sunlight and cry with me in the darkness.

I shall make a small difference on this planet through the work I do.

When I leave I will have done my share.

I shall live, love, laugh and learn on my journey.

The Voice Within......

Kablag......... Kablam......... arghhhhhhh......... sounds of the unknown. Its like a force of nature that nobody can get away. Wherever you are it will still get you.

Silence are over heard all over the place. The dark starry night captured the moment. The stars replaces Mr. Sun. It feels like you're in the middle of nowhere. Well in fact you are just in your bedroom. Sleping with the lights on after along hours in front your computer. You feel so weak. Your bed take over and comforted your soul with the smell of floral bamboo linen perfume. Everything seems perfect, calmness and serenity of the night are about to sleep with you.

Then suddenly, a stranged voice within take over the night. Seems you are sleeping beside the railway stations,where chugging train says chu-chu. More or less you might think you are sleeping in the middle of the African wildlife sanctuary where tigers growls mad. But NO, you woke up still in your bed thinking, Am I dreaming or not? But suddenly a rushing voice within came in to another attacked. You almost felt like running. Afraid to be swallowed or push away. Its so strange, irritating, in the sense that you need to wake up early to go to work. I guess you all knew what I mean? This is the voice that even angels in heaven will wake up or will take the bulgars away. I don't know if the angels with sing with it or rather dragged the person around and put crumpled paper into his mouth.

And here we go... harrrgggghhhh..... hargh...... hargh..... this is the sound of a snooring person who takes over the night. Even the moon an the stars will que up to the shops to get an earplug... heheheh....

It takes a lot of understanding. The reason might be unknown. We all just need to learned to live or rather sleep with it.

I WISH YOU ALL A GOODNIGHT SLEEP.... SLEEP TIGHT....

The Last Time I Say Goodbye...

Relationship is defined in so many different ways. It varies to people. Some people called it for a lifetime and others says its not. This only shows that nothing is permanent in this world really.

For the past past years in my life, I've been into different relationships to various people. For me those times where genuine nothing compares and worth keeping. We never noticed every passing day when we are in LOVE. For us is the goodness of what we are feeling at the moment is very important. But like stories in the book not all relationship ends up to be a happy ending.

Hello.... goodbyes. These two words always comes hand in hand. Experienced wise, I've been to this lifes up and down. The reason why I'm writing this blog is to let you people know that we all get tired. Getting to know stage takes a lot of time and never that easy I knew. Thats why are we not tired yet saying goodbyes after a month or years of relationship? Just like the saying goes that we will never know who is someone really is until you share a room with this person and that is right. Loving someone is not a day but a lifetime committment. Don't say I LOVE YOU if you are not ready to accept someone deeper that its physical appearance. And once you get into that relationship, do think a lifetime not just a month.  Step back from what you had in the past. Commit yourself fully. LOVE NEVER LIE. You are not the person of your past who are free to do things alone. Think of your SPECIAL SOMEONE. Do things together and enjoy life with each other. This is how we should do inside a relationship.

Lesson learned and now I knew where I am. I've said my last goodbyes to many people before. This time for sure I know I will never say goodbye again...

MY LIFE IS YOU and I LOVE YOU NOW MUCH MORE LATER. YOU ARE MY ONLY. MY HUNNY BABY....

Then A Hero Comes Along

I was reading a paper when I came to encountered a very appealing story of a person whom the author called him a HERO. He maybe a person of substance, He may not be a person in a uniform but in so many little ways He is always there. He didn't look like a knight in shining armor, straight out of the meeting at Arthurs Round Table. Nor did He come riding in on a white horse like the man of La Mancha, fresh from battling windmills. But He's a "Knight" of the 21st century.

I realized the value of being true to yourself. That Hero comes along in many ways. I fall down so many times battling to search for truth. Once I was out in the limelight. Like movie stars I woke and dine with intrigues. But the best thing with this is the stand of never losing myself along the way. My life may not be a bed of roses but in many ways I always get up and stand head up in every fall. I've learned simplicity, humility and best of all understanding. In this world we are all actors so I must play my role the very best I can.

The reason why i'm writing this is just to let people know how much I appreciate their pressence. So called true friends or not. You are the reason why I exist and knowing you teaches me a lesson, an experienced of knowing myself far more better than I used to. I've learned that money in the bank, driving a luxury car, having fun with the circle of rich and beautiful is not the only meaning of our existence. It is the sincerity of a pure loving heart. Which ever part of your bed you wake up, appreciating people around you is such a real joy in the hearts.

To my friends... too many to mention. For those who always believed in me and for those who are not. Thank you so much for thr oppurtunity of getting to know you. Thank you for standing right behind  for me to lean on when i'm beginning to fall. I might say this only once but for me this is sincerity of how much I treasured all the moments I had with you in the past and for the future. Thank you for guiding and for neverending support. To my Hunny Baby, words are not enough how much I thank God for giving you into me. Thanks for coming into my life. I never regret that we opened our door for each other... like my FRIENDS, YOU are my HERO... I love you all in many language straight from my heart.

Para Sa Akin Ang Pag-ibig Ay IKAW...

Mahiwaga ang pag-ibig. Isang matinding bugso ng damdamin na kahit sino man ay di kayang ipaliwanang. Nakapagtataka naman kung ibabasi sa sayantipikong pagpapahayag. Bagamat may pag-aalinlangan, pero kapag puso na ang nangungusap ito'y tumitibok na lang ng kusa.

Sa bawat araw na ako'y nabubuhay. Ang nararamdaman ko ay wagas. Di maihahambing sa ano mang pagpapala. Di pwedeng tibagin ng ano mang kalamidad sa mundo, unos man o bagyo. Sa aking paggising hanggat sa pagtulog pati sa panaginip Ikaw at Ikaw lang ang lahat sa Akin.

Ito'y mga katagang luma na sa paggamit at palagihang sinasabi ninoman. Ako'y nandito lamang sa tabi mo o di kaya'y hinding hindi magbabago ang pag-ibig ko. Para sa akin hindi yan ang maipapangako ko. Dahil para sa Akin sapat na ang bawat araw na ako'y binubuhay ng pag-ibig mo. Dahil IKAW ANG BUHAY KO. At ang pangako ay hindi sapat sa isang katulad mo kundi ang ganap na katuparan ng tunay, wagas at tapat na damdamin ko para sa iyo at ikaw lamang. Ubusin ko mang sungkitin ang mga bituin sa langit o akyatin ko man ang pinakamatarik na bundok o di kaya'y sisirin ang kalaliman ng isang dagat. Wala itong halaga kung di ko rin lang nasasapuso ang pag-mamahal ko sa iyo. Ayaw kung mangako. Tama na sa akin ang bawat pintig nitong puso. Pagkat bawat pintig ay buhay ko at habang buhay ko IKAW na rin ay AKO.

Sa ano mang pagpapahayag, sa dami ng pangangahulogan sa salitang pag-ibig. Mapa diksyonaryo, aklat man o libro. Ibilang mo na ang telebisyon at radyo. Ang pag-ibig ay may iisang anyo. Para sa akin isa lang ang tunay na kahulogan nito at yun ang syang nabatid ko mula sa unang segundo nang pagkakakilala ko sa iyo. Para sa akin ang kahulogan nang pag-ibig ay IKAW.

Alalahanin mo lang at wag mong kalimutan ang araw na nakilala kita. Duon ko binuhos lahat ng pag-ibig na nasa puso ko. Higit ninoman IKAW ay tunay kung minamahal.

Pangako di ito magbabago.

Tulad ng sinasabi kong malagihan. Higit sa lahat sa DIYOS lang ako may malaking takot. Kasabay ng takot ko na iyon ay ang panibugho ng damdamin ko sa hawak kung tunay na pagmamahal.

Kilala mo kung sino ka....

PARA SA AKIN... IKAW ANG PAG-IBIG KO.